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Yesterday i went to school. Awhile only then after that i climb fence, Meet Esmond, jerome go th szeteck's house.
Go there watch Spider-Man 3. LOL randomness. After that szeteck and me started didisiaosiao Jianyong, Szeteck pin jianyong down on th bed. i sqeeze jianyong's balls and pull his leg up down up down. HAHAHA

After that szeteck and me plan to play wrestling, jianyong , jerome , esmond 1 team
Me philson , szeteck 1 team.
We all win
Philson and szeteck win. Loser need to do dare. We let esmond and jianyong eat chilly from macdonalds we also added some stuff inside. Secret LOL!!!
Jerome went home, so didn't get to let him get th dare yet.

Then today i go school . i got caught for climbing fence....
they send me , esmond , jerome all go white room.
We sit there wait for teacher order us do things. then while we all waiting, 15+ people got caned infront of us. This time th teacher all trained until like, WTF?!
All whack fucking hard, All th paikia not scared cane one. All also got say "ah!"
Tomorrow will be th big day for me , i'm going to get caned :p
So wish me luck guys.

All th best to ~Philson / ~Esmond / ~Jerome !!
JIAYOU!

After i left th school today .
i go find my baby and i saw szeteck and weijie outside my school with some of my friends from northland . all want to buy cigarette.
Szeteck say he can pass. go in nia. cannot pass. i go in buy can. HAHAHAH!!
Freaking funny.

After that i go find baby at jiahui's house.
then i go down wait for her under jiahui's block there i saw brian. sit there chat with him awhile, while he was waiting for ak-brian.

then when baby and jiahui come down ak-brian reached , then brian go with him le.
then baby come to my house wait for me while i'm bathing .
Then after i bathe we go downstairs slack awhile with weijie szeteck and yianjue <- i not sure how to spell his name, "Paiseh.."

after that i take my bike they go home. i cycle baby up th 200plus de hill there slack with jiahui all .
At there awhile then i send baby home. she never sayang me when i sent her home my backbone also pain. never sayang me. never kiss me a.k.a iloveyous.
never sayang my back for me. tomorrow going get cane liao. i'm not scared. but i scared hit my back bone. cause if really hit. i think i cannot walk le.
frankly and honestly.
thats why wish me luck. thanks guys [L]

Every single time i talk to you, you scolded me. i try to tolerate your temper and anger alr.
Just because of a game "AuditionSEA" you want to quarrel you think isit worth it anot?
you said i can't tolerate you. Did i really never tolerate you? i scold you, you kpkb me back. Did i say anything in th end? No. Cause i don't wanna bother fighting you back for a victory.
Who like to quarrel with their loved one "Nobody"?
Everytime i scold you, you said you tolerate me for very long. Did you ever tolerated me? Suppose to be i am th one who is tolerating.
i guess even if you read this blog post, you still won't change. You want me to change when i asked you to change for me, you also never change. You like to act as Xiaoting? Go ahead and act. i also don't care le.

You asked me th same sentence 2 times. i didn't answer you. You scold me...
i just asked you th same question for th whole 20mins non-stop. Do i even scold you?
in th end, yes i did. i really very pekcek alr. i cannot tahan le, cause you don't even wished to answer me. You said we quarrel don't make Jiahui involved. Why is this so unfair to me?
i ask Jiahui help me settle. You scold me, you ask Jiahui scold me. i sit back there like one pillow? Doing nothing??
i'm your who? Am i your dog? Cat? rabbit? Mouse? Hamster?
Indeed, you are very nice to me. But everytime we quarrel its so unfair. You want settle by paikia way. You also never ever follow th paikia rules. in th end become your fault. Why?
Because you're not a gangster. i'm not a gangster too. Why we should settle it that way?
You say i post this got point anot?
~
i shall end this post here i think..

And i want to thanks th people to tag me. :)
Love you peeps(L)
Takecare and have a nice day~

Today go school alone. Go in th backgate, Alot people at there. i thought i was late. My heart beat was beating real fast. Cause its like th first day of school late. Then i ran into th school, Actually they upgrated, they build this thumb thingy. And its like need to press th NRIC number into it. Then your attendance taken le.
i didn't went to assembly today. i went out from th front gate and i saw baby outside my school.:D
i felt very happy to see her. And told her what i did or learn in school today, hahas.

After that i went to 256 kopitiam there eat with baby, i eat Nasi Lemak "Set A" Baby eat don't know what noodle, then after eating we go 7-11 buy mash potato, Walk to my house while eating mash potato :D
After reach my house, We took a nap until 6,7plus. Then baby need to go home to take money and put her bag at home, after that she go shop buy hair dye and go Jerome's house there dye baby's hair back to black. Then Jerome's mummy so fierce, keep nag nag nag at Jerome... Sorry to trouble you bro..

After that i send baby home and i go home myself, aww.. What a lonely ride home for me.
Baby said she doesn't like to go lonely ride, actually i also don't like lonely ride home. Cause its like nobody to talk to, and when you board th transport, everyone is like looking at you like one fuck face like that.. After i reach home i call baby using my house phone. Currently now talking/chatting with her :D
Baby still haven't done her homework yet. Now doing. just now at my house doing.
Ok bah, i tomorrow also have school i think i'm going to sleep now, i'm abit lazy to sleep also.:p
i'm going to chat with baby on th phone awhile more then go sleep le. nights all
(L) Baby! ChowWanYing :D

i starting to feel more unsafe now. Cause now everytime she kisses me. i feel like she fall in love with someone else. But i try my best to pretend that nothing actually happened. i blog this so that i think that this might make me feel better. And i actually felt better. i have alot of things to say, but i just don't know how to start saying or start th topic. i just feel awkward when i see her with other guys.

When she play club dance? hmm... Chat with th guys that i not knowing that person aka not close with that person.
i'm still in love with her, she told me last time she felt th same way as i'm feeling now. But why she didn't tell me in th past? i feel very disappointed in myself. i feel very useless now. Its like life is really very unfair to me... i hate my life. nobody likes their life. i believe that when i grow up. i can be a very successfully person. And i can live like every other normal people live in this world.

After posting this post, i feel alot alot alot more better. And i feel very shiok.
its like can let my heart go fang xin like that le. i felt relieved and alot better then just now.:)
So now my baby is lying down on my bed. Idk she sleeping or what. And i'm going to go accompany her now. Nor matter what happens still nobody can replace her from my point of view. Nobody can snatch her away from me. Unless she really really don't want me anymore or something like that. ya....:)
And i believe that she won't leave me. Even my heart tells me that. Should end my post here bah i guess.:)
Happy New Year~~

Currently chatting on th phone with baby now.:)
But i just don't feel right. its like in my heart i'm feeling so jealous.
Isit because she is hanging out with dada's friends? or something like that
i just feel very unsafe. Currently feel like banging th wall now. Lol

And now she tell me that she put her phone in her pocket. lol
i told her. lol so bad..
she say Sorry. hahaha.. lol?
funny. :p
i can't laugh but my heart is laughing like shit. hahahaa

She ask me what i'm doing i told her i'm blogging. So i think she will come view my this post bah..
if she got view this post. i want her to know that i love her alot. And i love her forever. i'm willing to spend my 50years with her wearing th same ring..:D
i don't care what happen even if my family dislike her or what i will still stay with her.
Until th day she doesn't wants me anymore.
AND! my family doesn't dislike her. So i don't have to worry. hahas.